Blowin' in the Wind

That is my life right now. I am spending all of my time pushing on a door that is clearly marked 'Pull'. It looks like it would be a push door, so I throw all of my weight against it only to find out that I am going about it completely wrong. I see an obstacle and pour all of my energy into it. The effort is futile because I'm simply going about it wrong.

Everybody is getting ready to head back to Rolla. Not me, I'm potentially getting ready to be jobless. Maybe I could get my online classes finished that way, I guess. And my house continues to be a source of stress. After all of this, I'd better get it! I'm going to come out of this with hypertension AND a house, not just hypertension! :)

I haven't been sleeping well, and it has made me quite a jaded little girl. I am hoping this weekend will be glorious - I am taking a trip to Tulsa to see Rocco's friends' band play, and will be hanging out with Erica & Mickey while there. I could not be more excited for these last minute plans - I miss those kids.

Last night was good - We went to Emily's apartment and played some SingStar. Also, I learned something about cucumbers. Inquire directly if you wish to hear more. :)

I'm listening to my old radio shows, and 2 things come to mind: 1. I miss Rolla, and 2. Damn, I have good taste.

Peace out.